In Memory, EricIzMine

In Memory

As most of you are now probably aware the Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood fandom recently lost one of its most prolific and beloved authors in EricIzMine.

When I heard the news about Angela my first reaction was disbelief. I didn’t believe it, or perhaps to be more truthful I didn’t want to believe it. I wanted it to be a very bad and cruel joke. It wasn’t until Ashensunset sent me a message did I begin to accept it. But it still wasn’t until much later and I read the message from Angela’s mother did I truly accept it. Up until that point I was still clinging to the hope it had all been a giant misunderstanding.

I truly didn’t realise how much Angela meant to me until she was no longer among us. And I’m more sorry than I can ever say that I never got the chance to tell her.

Although it was through her stories that she brought us all together, it was through Angela herself that we stayed together. She was more than just a fanfic author. She was our friend. Angela created the Brat Pack and gave us all a place to get to know each other better. We laughed together, cried together, ranted about the awful ending of a certain book together, and now we grieve together.

I got to know Angela through Twitter. This would be pre Brat Pack days. I spent many hours tweeting back and forth with her and loving every minute of it.

One of my favourite personal memories of Angela is the day I commented on one of her post in the Brat Pack. Angela had just posted the banner for one of her next chapters and I commented that she made such lovely banners. It was a few minutes later she replied that she would make me one if I liked. It seems like such a small thing, but I was so touched that she just offered like that. I of course said yes, and told me to contact her when I needed one. A few weeks later I had finished a new story and contacted Angela, and after telling her a bit about the story she made me the banner.

I’ll confess that after the shock of hearing about Angela’s death wore off I had the somewhat selfish thought of, “But now I’ll never read a new skip or find out how the story ends.”

But early today as I was drying my hair it hit me. We never truly know how the story ends. Because even though we might read the words, The End, it never really does. The story continues even if we can’t see it and are no longer apart of it.

The story doesn’t end. A new chapter just begins.

I’m choosing to believe that Angela has just moved onto the next chapter. I will miss her greatly and never forget her.

Rest in Peace, Angela.

28 Comments on “In Memory, EricIzMine

  1. Beautifully written. You’ve put into words everything that I’ve been feeling. It feels impossible to miss someone I never met so much; to grieve for her and her children. I feel like I lost a friend but I think that was just Angela – she was amazing and made everyone feel like that.


  2. Okay I haven’t actually cried since I heard, but this made me tear up. Beautifully written. 🙂 she will most definitely be missed.


  3. Oh wow, that was so wonderfully written…it brought tears to my eyes. And you’re so right…we never really do know how it ends, and I think in many ways that’s a good thing.


  4. Expressed so beautifully! She was a bright spot in so many lives, if we actually knew her or not her writing touched us. The numbness I’ve been in is starting to wear off and your post made it hit home.


  5. Beautiful! I actually got into True Blood fanfiction after having stumbled across her EricIzMine site and while I never met her, or even spoke with her, she was one of the authors that finally got me inspired enough to take up writing again after a 10 year hiatus. I adore her series and she will be missed. My thoughts go out to all of her friends and her family.


  6. So beautifully written. Thank you for expressing in your lovely words all we’ve been feeling and never could have put so eloquently. I met EIM a few years ago on FF, and she directed me to her blog. From there she introduced me to an entirely new world and for this I’ll always be grateful. I also never had the honor of meeting her in person, but we did message one another occasionally for awhile. She was always so funny, so gracious, and her talent so amazing. She & her family have been in my thoughts & prayers. Angela won’t soon be forgotten; as you said, she’s onto the next chapter. What a wonderful way to remember her.


  7. nicely written and i am sure she knows we will all miss her, but of course i am sure she is skipping her ass off right now. my best Kristie


  8. Heartfelt and I totally agree. We’ll miss Angela terribly, but her words will stay with us for as long as they exist. Sigh…..


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